Hi so I had not kept up with the blog site and I hope to fixate my time further on it. I have done so much since last summer of 2025. 2026 has been beautiful even if it was a bit unfair to me. I want to be respected and not driven so wild and miscommunicative. And by that I mean I don't want people to think of me as anything that I don't believe or seems to. be lies about me. Things that shouldn't be taken so lightly such as custody of my son. I don't wanna bad lip my mom but it's been a roughly first two months. 

Mostly cold shoulders for whatever reason.

My grandma died of cancer a month ago. It's been alright but I just wish she would've come out to see me more frequently. Her passing will not be unnoted. I want her to be seen as a beautiful person. Respected and even though she is dead I want her to be celebrated. 

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My job at Gamestop was terrific. It's a seasonal position but that means I will be there again next winter. Being that I didn't make too much I receive SSI so it was a win win scenario. 

Respectively enough I need to be careful with how I spend my money. I pay my credit bills then I spend the change. 

For whatever reason.

Finding something I like and just denying my self of it doesn't sit well in my heart. My soul yearns for the taste of good things. 

Blessings.

I want everyone to be aware of a greater excuse to their absence resting within their soul. And by that I mean rejoiced and enjoyed. 

They should want more and to be more. Only then will you change and be at peace with the way you are. 

Awakening the mind and eyes is the beginning to a ending.

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I have spent so much money these last few years here in Syracuse. It's only fair that I buy my son and family and friend shootings occasionally also. 

I welcome everyone to work more and still relax enough where they feel like they have everything they need to be happy. Whether it's mental or physical copies. Happiness is found everywhere. 

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I am working through my pharmacy technician course and plan to graduate in July 2026 and go on to take a certification course. Planning on working at the Walgreens pharmacy. Should be great pay. Yet am worried I will work too much and I don't wanna do that. I still want my free time and time to see my son. 

I will most obviously be asking of limited hours heightened around a part time theme.

Working is fun but I don't like doing it too much. 

Something about how SSI works and getting there every week just ruffles my feathers. 

But school is going great. 

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I recently was able to file my taxes and receive an education credit and some state tax credits. So I have almost paid off my tuition with ed2go at MVCC. 

I also signed up for teeth aligners. 

I am sick of walking around with crooked teeth.

Its also unfair to me and necessarily everyone else.

If I can move it and see that it moved why won't it stay moved?

Doesn't make sense. 

Like I have personally and mentally been able to communicate telepathy and such. We use it to move our brains. Why cant we save everyone for a tragic death. Sickness should only bring you down not lead you to a death space in time. 

Dark magic is real and I have personally been able to capture the mental image of it. It's the boundaries of creation itself and reflects our control freak of time. I want everyone to become educated int he finer arts. Like time and darkness. Planetary and star. Mechanics and naturality. 

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Be happy from the fruit you pick.

But also keep your respects neat and perfect bounds. 

For an orderly fix of time will lay down your future. 

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Follow me everywhere!

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Love you all. thanks for engaging in my revelations. I hope to hear form you off you've come this far. :)

-kaili