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Here I will be filling in and givingly introduction of peace and development from my past looking to the future.
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I expect to grow tired of typing after sometime but hope I am a positive value.
My current life story with new friends and perspectives. Looking for a better day than yesterday.
July 2 around 4am
Summer 2025
So its the summer of 2025...
I hope that with every story we are a better version of ourselves when it has passed. I have made countless numbers of new friends while trying to deal with a pigeon hole of depression and disillusioned confidence from my mother and many others. Having the support I need to be myself and the best version of it is indirectly probable. It seems illogical and not possible.
I have met a new girl that I will not name outloud. But she has shined a new light into my world as far as everything such as her children, fur babies, her lifestyle. Where she came from in life. She is an adorable fuzzy babe. I will cherish her kindness forever and be as supportive as possible.
Going to the mall every week these past couple of week has been acceptionally nice and beautiful. I have bought more dresses and undies than ever yet I am still enthused about shopping even though I have burnt through my pockets countless numbers of times.
I only search to gather money when I am a=without money so why not spend it all and hop ei just get more? Or is that dumb. Do I just decide to save it?
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My friend named solely a boy maybe hyped on caffeine has developed a place in my soul and heavy heart to help me get through a course for a certification test to be a pharmacist technician. It is a bit of money for the time passing. But I find it illogical and impossible to afford it alone. Even if it is affordable I will not have a chance to live in the following months ahead without some help.
It isn't everyday your friends just give you money because you're hungrier for a bite of something flavored.
Yet it won't be enough if I were to live alone which is the downside of economics these days in common areas of the world. You need help paying rent or for house stuff. Whether its personal or homey.
Going out with friends is lovely and I hope to can continue my habits of going out with friends regularly instead of taking the monogamous pathology that most common marriage persuades. I want a husband but idont want him yet. It takes a lot of development to hold and carry a good relationship further into the book. I know it may seem ridiculous or tough but its is possible to find yourself the answers to a happy and healthy developed relations with friends and families.
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I asked no more than a text daily and a further development of music and creative affluence. I need a person that will help build me and bring me back to life when I need and call for it. I will get lost and lazy. Maybe fooled and crazy. Never too hazy.
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I am searching for people in my heart and soul to need me and create music or develop a cover to a song or songs.
I have found many but rarely an entrance for a continued response. It seems it is tougher to find your band mates that want to start off with something you'd be interested in.
Work...
It seems nobody cares for my small business like I cherish it. Or even decides to promote me. I have a logo and some practice creative pieces form the two years of audio production and the previous time spent drawing writing and music study. I hope I become better everyday. So far I have become a Masters of Arts. I seek my development to be recognized as something other than not there. Someone people reach out to. To make a better of myself and themselves.
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OF is great and all. And dont get me wrong I don't sell sex or anything like porn or whatever. Its simple poses of myself wearing lingerie. And it's honest. Playboy is just as fine. Just don't tell my mother.
Feet finder isn't as big as a hit as you'd hope for either.
Selling half naked photos of my bare skin is what has me going far or just to have extra cash. I will be attending a lot of shows towards the end of the year.
Wearing something that makes me feel sexy and confident and accepted is what I cherish most in ym wardrobe choices. Wearing black justifies who I am and will be getting to that further later. Being a Fire and Water spirit matched with sun and moon. I am an unstoppable amount of creation. Dying for an evolution of old tales.
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Being a reaper has helped me discover the world and how it works. I hide all night and day when the world is in need of a deep sleep. I try to fuck up displeasure or unhappy futures. In a good way obviously. I fucked it all up!
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He has been my greatest inspiration among our holders and ancestors.
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